We are living in a very complicated society. Where we are being judged for the things we do, word we speak, for being failure and winner, and there are many aspects that society is always ready to put a comment on it. They even don’t care how we would feel and how it effect psychological to us. Such an intervention to our ability exert our sub conscious mind to evoke into self doubt. And eventually we started to feel alone by mentally and emotionally. This is the stage where a person become very vulnerable to fall into depression. Over the years when i lost my own self esteem to meet people whom i apparently known and people who are close relative of mine because i lost all those expectations which i was living with. On a flash of moment i lost everything even my own self respect from my own sight. in the matter of fact, none of them were unable to resemble my mental status rather then ambiguous about my problems. eventually i had decided not to share any of my problems with anyone else and better be live with it and tell to my own sub conscious mind. because it is the real smile on my face when something has goes right with me and it is the real tears wipe out of my eyes when something has gone wrong with me, it is the scars that embodied with me my last breath. None of them will feel the pain the way i felt and the happiness that i have joyed.
So learn to embrace every ups and downs of life, no matter what people may think just stick with your positive thoughts. At the end of life you will left everything aside and leave the world alone. And the reason why we are born different and unique from all other creature is the fact that we need to accept ourself and get synchronized with this world.